
I am walking down the road with a big smile on my face. I feel good! We hear the phone go off. Oh no! It is the big man, President Hutchings! If he is calling to transfer me I will promise I will do better. I will work harder. I promise next time I wont eat the last slice of banana cream pie! I am praying in my heart that everything will be ok. Maybe he just needs to ask me something. Yeah, that is what it is. He just has a simple question to ask me. I am thinking these things but no, I was wrong. He has good news for me. I received my visa! I leave for Brazil this Monday. I have been waiting almost a year for my visa and now it is finally here. It is a good thing but... I feel torn now. Of course, once I feel like I know where I am going something like this comes and throws me off track. I finally felt like I knew where I was going with things. I was getting the hang of being a District Leader (the one who oversees a few other missionaries). I was really enjoying training a new missionary. I was finally getting the roads of the area down and finding many great people to teach. I was seeing many great miracles happen. I had come to love my district and area more than I ever thought I would. I have given my heart to the area and mission. I have lost myself in the work of the Lord. The Nashville, Tennessee mission has become a part of me and now I will start all over again. I have no clue where I am going anymore. I feel lost and I will have to find myself all over again. I feel myself falling.... No! I wont let myself fall again. I had just learned from my district the importance of staying positive and being grateful for the blessings in which I have received. I have to treasure these memories that I have made. I know that as long as I am grateful and follow my Savior I will be on the right track. There is only one correct way and it is his. I have realized that as I pass by the scenery and events will change but the destination will not. There is only one track to our Heavenly Father and it is the way of his son. I know that if I am following the Savior's tracks I will never be lost. I will be on path. I will make it to the end. I love my district and people of my area! I am grateful for the things in which I have learned from them. The friendship that have been made the the love that has been shared. However, I must go the way the Lord wants me to! I know that Jesus Christ is the Son of God! He suffered and died for me so he could show me the way! I will follow him and do all I can to help others follow him. To help them receive the restored gospel. I love my Savior with all my heart and I will do his work. There is none who can deny me of my testimony of the Savior. There is none that can stop me from doing his will. There is none who can stop me from sharing his love.
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